if i could do anything with my life, regardless of skill or practice, I'd be in a broadway musical.

my life has become slightly more regimented...thank goodness. I accomplish things much better when they are written in a list that is in front of me at all times, and I'm slowly coming to know how Earl feels once a task has been crossed off.

of course it's still a mess...my life I mean. or at least what I surround myself with. my room smells oddly of pumpkin and peanut butter, which weirds me out because i had a PB&J bagel for lunch today, and I can't decide whether or not the smell is going to hinder my craving of anything peanut buttery for the next few days. my car is not my own; it's finally getting rid of dents thanks to the accident that occured just a few days before christmas. instead I'm driving murf (my mom's car), which makes me feel like I'm in an aquarium. the "TECH MOM" sticker on the back makes me want to attach a flashing billboard, letting all onlookers know that I'm not a mom, except to a new goldfish who has finally decided that there is more to life than stressing out on the bottom of the bowl and that eating is a great idea.

reasons I like Ruston:
- friends. I make more every day, and am, unfortunately, losing most of them to their graduation in May. there are quite a few others I've lost along the way, and am hoping to eventually gain them back before I leave for good...whenever that is. they occupy most of my time these days, and I wouldn't have it any other way.
- roads. no matter where you drive in this town, it's impossible to get lost. exploring them is one of the many ways I love to spend my time.
- lack of entertainment. as much as it sucks to have to drive 30 minutes to do any kind of "important", I love sharing the moments with other people while, usually they, decide what to do with our spare time.




this will always be one of my favorite days.