cold weather and damien rice go well together.

i have no idea what i'm going to do when i graduate.
the date is november 19, 2008. mark your calendars.
for every thing that i like about hr, there's a negative that far outweighs it.
i can't be heartless for a living.
i also can't let my parents pay for 4 1/4 years of school to be a secretary.
grad school was a thought, but then i remembered my gpa.
the list of companies/organizations is a weird one, but one full of things i think i'd actually like.
we'll see how all that goes.

i have a pet. she lives at the peach orchard.
her name is midge. i go out there to visit her and read at least once a week.
i look forward to the day i can take her home.

two of my best friends are getting married a little over 2 months from now.
i wish it was tomorrow. i bet they do too.
they just found the perfect place to live, which i will get to visit 2 weeks from now.
their visit was just what ruston needed. everything was just as it used to be for that 1 day.
i miss their faces and their hearts, but they'll always be there...even if it isn't close.

i'm going on a mission trip in 4 months.
i have no idea how i'm going to pay for it.
i've never been on a trip like this.
i'm ready for it to change my life.




reasons driving to baton rouge every other weekend is worth it:
- catch up phone calls during the drive
- mary ann, rachel, and matt find an excuse to come visit.
- seeing friends that mean more to me than they could ever know.
- st. alban's
- stephen


"i remember it well
the first time that i saw your head round the door
cause mine stopped working
i remember it well
there was wet in your hair
you were stood in the stair and time stopped moving
i want you here tonight i want you here 'cause i can't believe what i've found
i want you here tonight want you here
nothing is taking me down"



i love him.